Looks like a Big Baby on d outside but so old inside...

Me on my way 2 Seychelles~Sept 2006

a**

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.
This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.
You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.
Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.
So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."

To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.

To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.

To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.

To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.

I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you.

Steph...

Don't be afraid to admit when you know you are wrong...
It is not a sign of weakness...
but show character and responsibility...
Others will respect you for that...
Always do the right things
even when everyone does as they please with no consideration for the feelings of others...
even if it means risking,ridicule and rejection..be true to yourself...
Live your own life and don't allow others to decide what is best for you...
If you do...you will be unhappy because you're untrue to yourself...
Refuse to run away from the things,that scare you...Confront these situations and overcome your fears,so that you may grow as a person...
Don't compare yourself to others...
You are unique special being and therefore you should express your individuality...
Happiness keeps you human
Failure keeps you Humble...
Success keeps you glowing...
But only God keeps you going...
Future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams...
We have the...Power...within Us!!!

Steph...

Pour la fam de ma vie...

Je voudrais te dire les secrets de mon coeur et poser juste un doigt sur tes lèvres.

Je voudrais te dire aussi que tes sourires m'emportent vers les plus doux délices.

Vers des paysages insoupçonnés que j'ai découvert grâce à toi et à ton amour.

Le goût de nos désirs résonne en moi comme si j'étais sous une cascade de plaisirs.

Mes yeux dans tes yeux, je veux t'avouer tous les murmures interdits de mes rêves

Ce qu'on ne dit à personne, des tendresses à rougir et qui te feront chavirer de Bonheur.

Je veux te chuchoter des « je t'aime » à l'infini alors tu n'oseras plus me dire "je ne te crois pas"

Chaque seconde qui passe je pense à toi et la passion nous rapproche un peu plus tout les deux.

Je t'aime de plus en plus fort à chaque instant, à chaque souffle.

Et quand je sens que tu penses à moi, j'ai comme un frisson de plaisir qui glisse sur moi.

Merci mon Amour pour tout ce que tu es, pour tout l'amour que tu me donnes.

Merci d'être là pour moi, pour me faire plaisir.

Comme je suis heureuse dans mon coeur!!

a**

Melancholy Me...

Melancholy dat's Me, dat's mi name...

Da word dat best describes me, dat's da mood dat sticks 2 me...for years now...

Since u loose da childhood innocence...

Since u learn dat struggle is the only way out of any trouble...2 fight back ur fate...

Since u realise dat once u r broken, no matter how gud u r @ fixing things, nothing's gonna b same again...

Ever since he left me, a big part of me was dead wid him...

N d other remaining part had become all so fragile ova d years wid all d tears, pain n loneliness...

Hope is wat keeps people alive some says...i guess just as der is an underlying persistant sadness,within me, der lies also a strength...

A will no matter how small it is, like a spark which lites in the profound darkness...

A heart left wid one last beat...but is willing 2 risk dat only beat...2 live again...


Drey**

Ce que je ressens pour toi, c'est très fort.
Je n'ai jamais aimer quelqu'une comme je t'aime.
C'est pour cela que parfois j'ai peur,
Peur de te perdre.
Soit qu'il t'arrive un malheur,
Soit que tu me quittes.
Si un jour tu déchire mon coeur,
Je ne pourrais plus croire au grand amour.
Je n'aurais plus aucun espoir.
Car mon grand amour c'est toi seule.
Je désir construire ma vie avec la tienne.
J'aimerais faire le dernier souffle de mon existance,
A tes côtés...

J'aimerais tellement aussi tout te donner,
Tout pour te rendre heureuse.
Grâce à toi et notre amour,
Je suis en vie.
Le chemin qui nous distance est difficile à vivre,
Mais ta voix me donne du courage.
Je souhaite tant te rejoindre,
Me trouver dans tes bras,
Sentir tes mains caresser mon corps...
Personne ne pourra t'offrir + d'amour,
Que mon coeur en obtient pour toi...
Je taime bb..


Steph...

Mon Bb...

e

Mon Bb,mon Essentiel, ma Fam, l'amour de ma vie...J'aimerai pouvoir te montrer a kel point je t'aime, te l'exprimer aussi intensément ke je le resens! Je sais ke je ne fais pas toujours la part des choses, ke mes criz de nerfs et mon sale caractère sont difficiles a comprendre et a supporter.

Mais je c ke tu me comprends car avec le vécu ke j'ai et les coups bas et les peines de coeurs ke j'ai subi, c pa toujours facile pour moi. Mais je tiens bokou a Toi et je reconnais tou ce ke tu fais pour moi. Tu as fait plus ke n'importe kel fille n'ait jamais fait pour moi et chak jour tu me montres ke la vie vaut la peine d'être vécu et ke je swi importante pour Toi.

'Nous' compte plus ke tou pr moi et je ne souhaite rien de plus o monde ke de vivre ek toi pour la vie, de m'endormir et de me reveiller ek toi, de voir chakun de tes sourires et consoler chakune de t tristesses.Ma vie se construit chak jour auprès de Toi et personne d'autre parceke "NO ONE compares to you".

Je t'aime!!!

Drey**

...

Slt Mon Coeur...

J'espere ke tu vas bien et ke t'as paC une bonne journée..

Je suppose ke T encore faché pour ceki C paC hier!..Franchement je ne C plus koi te dire...Je me suis Xcusé plusure fois mais tjour aucune reponse de ta part..Ce matin je me suis encore Xcusé mais tjour rien..Tu ne repond plus a mes sms..je nai pas eu meme 1 ptite bjour ce matin..Tu ne mas pas tel..sa me manke tou sa..Moi franchement G peur de te tel malgret ke jen avai envie.. enfin pas peur comme C pas koi mais plutot peur de ta réaction..ou peur kon se dispute encore.. Je C ke jaurai du t'encouragé O lieux de t'énervé encore plus..Fo ke tu me comprenne ossi..Je ne réagis pas comme il fo et ne fais pas cekil fo mais tous le temps je fais de mon mieux pour te comprendre..La journée na pas était bonne..Tu C comment je suis kan je me pren la tete..Peu pas resté sans avoir de T nouvel..T sms...Ta voix me manke graV.....

D fois j'arrive pas a m'exprimer...

Mais ne croi pas ke je ne t'aime pas...Jtm énormement..

D foi toi ossi t'arrive pas a t'exprimer..

mais nous savons ke nous nous aimons beaucoup..

ke nous sommes amoureuse..

je C ke G tort...pardonne moi

si vraiment je t'ai blessé...

Toi ke j'aime du fond du coeur...

Toi ke j'adore comme 1 idol a moi...

Toi ke je veux donner tous l'amour en moi...

C avec toi ke je veux vivre ma vie...

C avec toi ke je veux cherir les bons moments...

Dans tes bras je veux t'encourager dans les moments difficiles...

Jtm plus ke tous Drey...

Steph...

Moi au bulot..

Slt mon coeur..
Tu C ke souvent je n'arrive pas a trouver les mots kil fo pour te dire ceke je veu vraiment..
alors je V juste te dire kil ne fo pas te découragé meme sil est a chier ton bulot et je C ke tu passe des dures journées et fatiguant..mais ne kas pas trop la tete avec sa.. il y a d'autre chose plus important..Sincerment j'espere ke sa va aller mieux..
Car tu C ke j'aime pas te voir dans C état la..
Gros Bisooooooooooooooooooooooooo.....
Jtm plus ke tou...

Steph..

Silence...Ils me tuent!!!

a**

Aimer

AIMER
C’est … Quoi.. AIMER ?
AIMER ce n’est pas de grandes DECLARATIONS !

Aimer c’est de toutes petites choses… SIMPLES…SANS AUCUNE JUSTIFICATION

AIMER c’est dire,
Veux-tu un café ?
Es-tu fatigué(e) ?
Je peux faire quelque chose pour toi ?

AIMER c’est : un coup de téléphone,
une douce pensée,
une lettre,
une petite surprise,
une charmante invitation

AIMER c’est prendre quelques minutes de SON TEMPS pour l’autre même si PARFOIS on n’a pas TOUJOURS LE TEMPS

AIMER c’est ACCOMPLIR, SPONTANEMENT des CHOSES pour l’AUTRE et ce, sans aucune pensée, sans raison AUCUNE !

AIMER c’est être capable de dire!

AIMER c’est ACCUEILLIR l’autre,

TEL qu’elle est…L’ECOUTER… avec son cœur.. ne pas la BRUSQUER !

AIMER c’est REGARDER l’autre avec les yeux du CŒUR et les yeux de l’AME !

La parole peut MENTIR mais le REGARD, lui, JAMAIS, il ne MENT !

AIMER c’est ETRE LA non SEULEMENT avec son corps mais aussi avec son AME !

AIMER c’est dire ..
« JE T’AIME »
à un conjoint(e),
à un (e) AMI(E),
à un frère, à une sœur …
Pourquoi faut-il toujours

ATTENDRE
LA MORT DE
QUELQU’UN pour lui dire A QUEL POINT ON L’AIMAIT ?

AIMER c’est si doux, si FACILE !

AIMER ce n’est pas COMPLIQUE……
mais si l’AMOUR …
ne nous habite pas…
il nous manque l’essentiel dans
la VIE !
Lorsque QUELQU’UN a le PRIVILEGE d’AIMER et d’être AIME, la vie est EXTRAORDINAIRE !Cette chaleur qui rayonne,
cette lumière qui ILLUMINE l’AME,
le COEUR et les YEUX, s’appelle :
l’AMOUR !

Steph

I'll Be Your Love ...

Wen i saw her, wen i looked in her eyes...

It struck in ma mind, felt deep in ma heart...

Like a laid down truth, clear as the sky above us...

She's da one, She was meant 4 me...

Her love is ma saviour...

I dont need 2 ask anything, my lips hardly whisper mi wishes...

N she's already der wid wat i wanted, wat i needed...

As if we were One, One mind, One Soul, One Heart, One Love, One Life...

One...Forever

She said...

I'll be your love

I'll never make you feel, feel alone

If yesterday blindfolds your eyes

I'll bring you tomorrow

There's a time, you feel like your lost

Feel the night will never end

Through the daybreak

It's hard to move on

But there is tomorrow

Brings you to your senses

As the sun make it's way

You'll make it there

To the place where reality and dreams,

And love will be together

I'll keep the light from fading

If the clouds blind your way

And the wind sways your faith

I'll be your love,

I'll be your light

I'll never make you feel, feel alone

If yesterday blindfolds your eyes

I'll bring you tomorrow

Let me see your smile

Don't you cry

Over the past

Some days might be gray

And dreary

Not easy to leave

To leave it behind'

Til the rain stops in silence

I'll be there to hold your heart

I'll be with you'

Til you find the reason for love

We take it for granted

We'll keep the time from fading'

Cuz the world is here to stay

Your hope is deeper than pain

I'll be your love,

I'll be your light

I'll never make you feel, feel alone

If yesterday blindfolds your eyes

I'll bring you tomorrow

If you would believe

Believe in the world

A vision of love

And the strength inside your heart

You'll find a way

I'll be your love,

I'll be your light

I'll never make you feel, feel alone

If yesterday blindfolds your eyes

I'll bring you tomorrow

I'll be your love,

I'll be your light

I'll never make you feel, feel alone

'll Be Your Love...

a**

3 years...

Three years already...

Three years have passed by since you left us...

It seems only like yesterday...

The last time you walked...

The last time you talked...

The last time your eyes were open to the world...

The pain still remains after such a tragic loss...

But the happy memories of moments spent together help us carry on...

Sadly missed and forever remembered by Maureen, Audrey, Alvin and André

Un jour, tu es tombé…
Sans un cri, ni une plainte
Tel un papillon cessant de voler…

Un matin, tu es parti …
Dans le silence de la mort
Nous fûmes plongés, tristesse à l’infini…

Ce jour-là, une partie de nous s’en est allé à jamais…
Profonde douleur et tant d’incompréhension
Devant l’œuvre d’une vie inachevée…

Ton sourire, ta bonté…
Eternellement gravés dans nos mémoires
Nos cœurs lourds de ton départ précipité…

Libre tu l’es à présent…
Tel un papillon volant vers d’autres cieux
Laissant derrière le doux souvenir d’un être généreux et aimant…

...

"I am reaching for you...
Can you feel it?...
I awoke this morning, crying for you...
Reaching out to hold you....
Desperate for movement and I saw you...
I wanted you...
Whilst all that time
I was conscious somewhere
Deep and hard
That you are now dead..


Dead...a deliberate monotone...
At the back of my head...
Dead...
Dead, you enter my dreams at night...
Leaving me bitter in the morning...
Leaving me astonished
At the crash the silence
That one cruel stroke...
That obliterated your potential...
Leaving me numb and terrified...
At the birth of another despair...
At the death of your soul...forever..."

a**

Mood du Jour...

a**

I tried 2 fight, 2 speak out...but it was stronger dan me...

a**

Meant 4 another world!!!...

Sometimes i wanna sleep 4eva...n fade in dis world like dust in da wind...

a**

...

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everyday

to the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek,

the touch of your fingers on my skin,

and the feel of your heart beating with mine...

Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you

My love,... You`re the best thing I ever had!

You came into my life sent down from heaven,

Now I think about you, 24/7

Loving you makes life worth it

When You and I met, angels whispered "Perfect!"

"See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest,

your kisses still linger,

and your whispers softly echo.

It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me."

"I don't know how you do it but you make me want to live forever!"

"You know it's love when forever is not long enough."

"If you love me as I love you, nothing but death can part us two."

"Heaven's lost without you."

Steph

I Love You

Before I met you
I spent a lot of time meeting all kinds of people
I had a lot of fun and learned a lot
Though each person I met had great
characteristics something was missing
No one person had all the qualities that
I had hoped a person could have someone
whose every action and thought
I could respect someone who was very intelligent
yet could also be fun-loving
someone who was sensitive,
yet virile exciting and sensuous someone
who knew what they wanted out of life a beautiful person inside and out
I could not find a person like this until
I met you
Luv U Drey..


Steph

Ma Bed...

Ma Bed...

Ma bed...

Is wer I sleep n wake up every day...

Sometimes out of fright, sometimes wid a smile...

Ma bed...

Is wer I laugh, cry n whisper...

D unspoken painful words, reminiscing...

Ma bed...

Is wer I think, break n lose myself...

In d turmoil of life n overwhelming sadness...

Ma bed...
Is wer I love, dream, hope...

Of brighter days wid less tears...

Ma bed...

Is wer I wished I cud spend more of my time...

a**

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Me...over the years...

''LA FEMME'' a le corps le plus désirable..

Son apparence physique, son coup, ses épaules, ces hanches, ces jambres.. Je crois c’est plutot reussi.. Kel est la premiere chose kon a envie d’embrasser? Ce sont les levres.. ferme.. delicieuse.. ravissante et séduisante et ki encadre delicatement la bouche.. Cette zone secrete et mysterieuse.. C’est ceke chakun veu embrasser.. La bouche est la jumelle et presqu’identic du “VAGIN’’.. et toute les creatures le petite et les grandes cherche cette orifice… Cette ouverture et veulent y entrer.. Si engouffré a fin de se faire amoureusement enprisoné par ceki est en vérité le plus puissant et le plus doux des pieges.. Jamais nul autre endroit n’a etait le terrain le plus de passion et de bataille ke ce doux et merveilleux mystere enfui entre les jambres d’une femme.. et ke je suis fiere d’appeler ma petite chate.. Dison ke c’est une facon de dire ke c LA FEMME ki a enfait le corp le plus désirable…

Steph..

Moi Mon Style

Moi mon style, c’est plutot T-shirt et Jeans. J’ai toujours voulu avoir les cheveux courts mais sa papa ne voulais pas entendre parler et je ne me maquille pas.C’est juste une question d’attitude. Je ne me tiens pas comme une fille c’est tout. Du plus loin que je me souvienne, je me suis toujours sentie comme un garcon. A 7, 8 ans je preferais plutot jouer au football qu’a la poupés. A 12 ans, je ne trouvais pas agreeable de me doucher avec mes cousines, ca me genait car j’avais l’impression de ne pas etre a ma place. Quand je m’habille comme une fille je l’impression d’etre déguisée! Cela n’allait pas avec l’image que j’avais de moi a l’interieur. Je me sentais “Double”, partagée a l’interieur. Pour moi, la vie etait un puzzle sans logique. J’essayais quand meme de correspondre a mon image de fille, je portais des jupes et je restais sagement a la maison alors que j’aurais preferé m’éclater dehors. C’etais vachement perturbant parfois je me demandais meme si je n’etais pas folle. Parfois je me sens seule au monde. “Un beau jour, j’ai decide de tout changer. Je n’ai plus mis que des pantaloons et des sweat shirts. Il faut dire que je gardais tout pour moi, je n’osais en parler a personne.La seule qui etait au courant c’etait une amie. Elle me comprenait mais elle ne pouvait pas m’aider. Comment aurait-elle pu le faire? Elle ne pouvait pas me dire ce que je devrais faire! J’aurais bien voulu etre comme les autres, mais je n’y parvenais pas.Lorsque mes copines ont commencer a se maquiller et que les garcons sont devenues le sujet de conversation numero un de toutes les recreations je me suis encore plus renfermé sur moi meme. Pour moi, les garcons n’etaient que des camarades. L’idée d’embrasser un garcon me dégoutait. J’etais completement perdue. Je ne pouvais rien faire avec personne. J’etais meme devenu totalement étrangere a moi meme. Le resultat de tout ca, c’est que je refusais tout sentiment. Je ne ressentais d’ailleur plus rien.Les amies disaient de moi que j’etais discrete et sympa. Je ne souhaitais plus qu’une chose : passer completement inapercue…Je pensais que tout cela allait passer et que j’allais tot ou tard devenir comme toutes les filles. Aujourd’hui, je sais que sa ne seras jamais possible. Je me suis confiée a une copine. Elle etait assez désemparée de ma confession. Surtout parcequ’elle n’avait pas de solution a mon problem. Elle est tellement loin de ce que je peux ressentir. Parceque je sais que je ne peux pas changer mes sentiments et que je n’ai pas d’autre choix, j’essaye quand meme de trouver mon chemin. Coté sentiments, j’ai maintenant une copine “Drey” que j’adore, elle est toute ma vie...

Steph...

a**

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Pou mo ti lamour!!

Baby love, don't let people who don't matter bring you down, i'll b der 4 U thru thick n thin, gud n bad, U r mi life, mi love, mi reason 2 hold on...

Luv ya lots!!

Drey**

Work Sucks...

Only Thursday 2day!!pfff!! Despite the PH on Monday, i'm dying to see Friday afternoon wen i'll b finally going back home.

Each day n week dat passes dis job just gets so stressful, tiring n discouraging. Wid a boss on sick leave since ages n loads of work just piling up, i just fear dat i end up being a physical n moral wreck. In fact im just striving to find a light outta d way...in vain??

I feel so much on me @ times dat i get back @ home without a single motivation 2 do or concentrate on anything...just running 2 ma bed...I've been craving 4 my ma bed n my baby's comforting arms all day!!

D only positive stuff is dat i have a loving n caring family n gal too...otherwise i wud have just collapsed!! oh yeah n i managed 2 get 2 work on time since d beginning of dis week thnx 2 mi baby waking me up everyday n hmm i got back my spectacles after a week of headaches, ouf enfin!!

Well, enough of complaining 4 2day, let's see wat 2morrow brings 2 dis life...

Me catching some sleep...

a**

When I met you,

I wasn't planning on falling in love.
I wasn't planning
on feeling so attracted to someone,
but you awakened
feelings inside of me
that I'd forgotten existed.
When I met you,
I didn't realize how much our love would grow --that the attraction
that first brought us together would reach beyond passion
to the comfort of knowing
I have someone very special,someone who is
not only my lover but my close friend.
When I met you,
I had no idea
where our relationship would lead us,how beautiful you would
make my world.But now I know
without a doubt.....the luckiest day of my life
was the day that I met you.

Steph

I Miss You So

Though you are not here wherever I go

or whatever I do I see your face in my mind and

I miss you so

I miss telling you everything

I miss showing you things

I miss our eyes secretly giving each other confidence

I miss your touch

I miss our excitement together

I miss everything we share

I don't like missing you

It is a very cold and lonely feeling

I wish that I could be with you right now

where the warmth of our love would melt the winter snows

But since I can't be with you right now

I will have to be content just

dreaming about when we will be together again.

Drey..Do You Really Know How Much You Mean to Me?

Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night

shivering from fright

feeling empty

feeling nothing because

I think about how it would be if you weren't here
And then I wonder

if you really know

how very much you mean to me

how incredible I think you are

how you are a part of all my emotions

how you are the deepest meaning in my life
Please Drey always know that

I love you more than anything else in the world..

Steph

With these words,

I want to say that
you are incredibly special to me.
You are so important
to my days -- and so essential
to the smile within me.
That certain space where our lives overlap is the place that brings me
the most understanding,
the most peace,the nicest memories, and a joy that


comes to my heart so constantly.
When you read this,I want you to think of me
smiling softly at you,and thanking you.......
for all that you are.....to me.

Love is.....
listening to each other

with the heart, hearing what is

often unspoken.
Love is putting

another's happiness

and well-being

ahead of our own,

and doing so cheerfully.
Love is giving your best

to someone else....
Love is a gift

that never ends.

Steph

I guarantee that we'll have tough times.

And I guarantee that at some point

one or both of us will want to get out.

But I also guarantee that if I don't ask

you to be mine,I'll regret it for the rest of my life.

Cause I know in my heart

You're the only one for me Drey...Love U so much

Love that runs away from me

Dreams that just won’t let me be

Blues that just keep bothering me

Chains that just won’t set me free

I’m too far away from you and your sweet charm.

Just out of reach of my two empty arms.

Each night in my dreams I see your face

My love for you I can’t erase

I awake and find you gone

I’m lost and all alone

Your lips so sweet and warm

Just out of reach of my two empty arms.

If you need me I’ll be here

I’ll be faithful never fear

I think of you, both night and day

So close yet so far away

Just out of reach of my two empty arms

Steph

To You, My Love

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it
(anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,

my darling)
I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)and it's you are whatever a moon has always meantand whatever a sun will always sing is youhere is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the budand the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apartI carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)

I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.
I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me.
I love you because you have done more than any creed could have done to make me good, and more than any fate could have done to make me happy.You have done it without a touch, without a word, without a sign. You have done it by being yourself.

Steph

Since the first time I met you,
I couldn't seem to forget you.
And lately I seem to find,
that you're always on my mind.
I feel so happy around you,
And I thank God that I found you.
At first I thought of you as a really good friend,
But I realized that my feelings there didn't end.
I was so afraid to tell you,
cos I didn’t know what you’d do.
Then I heard that you felt the same way,
And those words were so easy to say.
Oh, when I see you smile,
It makes my life worth while.
And since the very start,
you have been in my heart.
When my life’s skies are dark and gray,
You chase all those storm clouds away.
I've never felt this way before,
And honestly that is for sure.
I'm so glad that we did meet,
For now my life is complete.
You're what they meant,
By heaven sent.

Steph

Drey**

Happy Moments...

Happy moments wid mi lovely one n Mr Jean-Pierre; a great friend, funny n caring altogether...

Everyday i wished we cud get back 2 these w.ends spent 2gether!! A refaire absolument!!...

Vous adore!!...

a**

Live...no matter wat...

Every situation in life make u look back, realise certain things n somehow change ur vision n attitude towards things...

Every joy has its tears, every up its down, dat's life some says, it's a give n take...

A few years ago, i was in pieces staying strong only 4 mi loved ones...

A few weeks ago, i was holding on a line, staying alive only bcoz of mi loved ones...

Then one day n each other day dat followed, i saw wat i was worth in deir eyes n I met love...

I felt Love n knew wat it was like to b cared for...

To exist 4 someone, 2 make plans, have projects n think about 2morrow...

I started living bcoz of Me n wid others who mattered, who made it worthwhile...

Happy n sad moments will surely come but each of them is an experience we must learn n grow from...

Life n Death took away so many from mi life but den those who remained by my side or came into my life one day or another help me carry on...

U r one One of dem Steph n I thank Life 4 ur presence n ur Love each day in mi life...

Our Love helps me go on...

a**

For J...

So many trials God puts on our way...
Some may b overcomed whilst others tear us apart...
Wateva pain n suffering comes our way, we must accept n fight till our last breath...
N live wid no regrets...

J, u have prooved 2 b so strong , "la force tranquille""
Despite the fatality of things...
I admire U 4 dat...
Wid those difficult times ahead, U remain in mi thoughts, in mi prayers n in mi heart...
Have faith in da Lord n trust ur life in his hands...

a**

Sisters for Life???...

We were meant to b sisters 4 life...

We were 1, we shared everything, were always everywhere together...

Now we don't talk anymore n U r not here...

Dunno y things got this bad...

May b it was meant 2 happen...

Circumstances, people made it dis way...

May b I shud have got ova dis humiliation n 4give or 4get...

But den i wud neva have known wat I was worth in ur eyes, in deir eyes...

I keep asking myself y shud I bend wen i was not 2 b blamed, wen I was d victim??

Seein u n U not lookin @ me or even dare 2 ask me anythin hurt me so much deep down inside, even more dat wat happened...

Now we will even less come across each other, may b better dis way, easier altogether...

Neva gonna b d same anyway...Miss u no matter wat Vee n Shaggi too...

a**

Si je devais te dire merci pour tout ce que tu m'apportes j'aurais pas fini..Mais surtout merci de m'aimer comme je suis ... Je t'aime et merci aussi tu m'as répondu que oui tu veux bien sortir avec moi..Ce jour la j'étais aux anges ...
Tout simplement, je sais que c'est simple,mais je ne peux pas faire autrement,car il n'y a pas de mot assez fort pour te faire comprendre tout ce que tu m'apportes...Donc : "merci" pour tout même si je sais que ce mot est trop faible...

*** Je t'aImE Ma pUcE***

Steph