Sunday, August 31, 2008

Mi Little Sunshine...




Mi Little Sunshine lighting up mi life thru thick n thin, gud n bad...
We struggle 2gether n see thru all d trials n probs...2gether
We cry, we smile, we laugh n we fight...
But we always find our way back 2gether...

Mi everyday wud be so dull without da rays of ur love...
Da warmth of ur caring...
Ur smile shining thru d clouds...

Coz da day we met, da moment we engaged...

We were united 4 life n beyond...
One heart, One life, One soul, One destiny...

Luv ya no matter wat...

Drey**

Friday, August 29, 2008

Blue Spirit...




One more day...Another one...Again...Da Blue Mood...Da Blue Spirit...

Back n Lingering...Overwhelming...

Dis awkward feeling still der...everyday...

Dis pain...Dis sadness...

Disillusion...Disappointment...

Breaking da last bit of ma Soul...

Blue Spirit invading ma dreams...ma nites...

Death...more n more...

He's der 2 send me a msg...

But in ma sleep ma eyes r closed Dad n i can't read ya msg...

If it's bad things U r showing...if it's suffering awaiting us once more...

I'm longing dat seeing U is not a bad omen...

Saying 2 myself dat I'm stronger dan dat...dan ur signs...

But it lingers in ma mind...in ma mouth like a bad taste...

N every bad move she does... Every blaming...

Cuts like a knife...Leaving me numb...


Nearing ma own fall...wid each step we go backward...

Ma only hope now drowning me more in da Blue Spirit...

Pulling me further down ...below True Life...

Wondering if fighting back wud save me...or Letting Go...wud end all da bad...

Once n For All...

a**

Monday, August 18, 2008

Missing You

Have you ever bothered to realize
how much you mean to me?
I care so much for you inside
and miss you so deeply..
My mind is always curious about
the way things might have been..
As days go by and time goes by,I look back once again..
All the time I held you in my arms,I had the whole world right there..
There you were, comforting me with
all of your charms..
Every little kiss from you
was like a dream come true.
This love that I have inside my heart,it all belonged to you!
It's funny, all those little things
I never thought I'd miss,Like all those conversations we had,or the first time we kissed..
I guess that what I'm trying to say,is I miss and love you more each day!
It hurts me not to see you,or not to know if you're ok..
I want you to understand
that I loved you from the start..
And I want you to know,no matter how many miles
we may be apart,you'll always hold a special place
in my heart...I Love U Drey..

Steph...

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Once...




Once you held me close to you…

And whispered in my ear…

But it was not in my ear that you whispered but in my soul…

Once you looked in my eyes…

And took my hand…

But it was not my hand you took but my heart…

Once I sent these lines to you…

But it was not words that I wrote…

But your name engraved in my heart…

And underneath… I LOVE YOU!!

a**

...


You've given me a reason..
For smiling once again..
You've filled my life with peaceful dreams..
and you've become my closest friend..
You've shared your heart..felt secrets..
And your trust you've given me..
You showed me how to feel again..
To laugh and love and see..
If life should end tomorrow..
And from this world I should part..
I shall be forever young..
For you have touched my heart...


A sweet voice with a tender kiss..
When I think of this..
it's you I miss..
I need you close..
I want you near..
I want your love to be right here..
Here with me,to have and caress..
Here with me..
I'll always be blessed..
Our love is like a shining star..
Held so close..
but yet, so far..
I need you now, more than you know...


I love you so deeply..
I love you so much..
I love the sound of your voice..
And the way that we touch..
I love your warm smile..
And your kind, thoughtful way..
The joy that you bring..
To my life every day...
I love you today..
As I have from the start..
And I'll love you forever..
With all of my heart...

Steph...

Withou You I Am Nothing...

Every second I spend away from you..
I miss you more and more..
You are my life, the fire to my soul..
Without you I am nothing.
You seem too good to be true..
The way you are always there when I need someone to talk to..
How you always know what to say to make me smile..
And the way you hold me so
I always feel safe.
Your touch is so gentle and yet so strong..
That when you put your arms around me all my troubles disappear..
I never thought I would have you..
never thought I deserved you..
But now I have you..
I never want to let you go.
I know I can annoy you at times and I can be a winger..
But I love you and you mean everything to me..
I never want to lose you..
Because without you I am nothing....


When it is dark..
And i am all alone..
I often look at your picture that is on my phone..
And think about how you mean so much to me..
Asleep in your bed my sleeping beauty..
Waiting there for loves true kiss..
I love all the little things that you do..
And how you can always make me smile when I'm with you..
So when I look into those gorgeous eyes..
And tell you that I'm the luckiest of girls..
Please know that what I tell you is true..
And that i really truly love YOU..
For you are my guide..
You are my light..
And no matter how dark it is..
Or how alone I feel..
You make my heart shine..
I love you!

Steph...

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Mon amour

Mon amour, mon coeur, ma princesse, mon âme soeur...
Je pense à toi tous les jours..
toutes les nuits, tu es dans toutes mes pensées.
Il y a quelque chose en toi qui me rend heureuse..
ton sourire m'envahit de bonheur.
Belle comme le coucher du soleil..
tu es ma petite fée.
Je veux t'offrir ma chaleur pour te réchauffer du froid..
t'embrasser pour ne pas que tu aies peur..
pour ne jamais que tu pleures.
Et tout ça, pour être à toi.
Ton sourire est tellement agréable..
ton corps si tendre à caresser..
ton odeur si douce à sentir..
ton regard si intense.
Je me ferais tout belle,tout neuf pour que tu me regardes toujours
avec cette lueur qu'il y a en toi.
Je t'aime, je t'aime, je t'aime.
J'aime te regarder..t'admirer..
me balader avec toi pour oublier tout..tout à part toi.
J'aime sentir ton odeur..te faire tout plein de bisous dans le cou et t'embrasser en posant mes lèvres sur les tiennes avec tant de tendresse.
J'aime te sentir à mes cotés lorsque je dors..lorsque je rêve.
Et te voir apparaître quand je me réveille.
Tu me plais mon amour..je t'aime tellement.
Profitons de tous les moments que nous pouvons passer ensemble
car la vie avance à pas de géant.
Je ne serais jamais méchante..jamais infidèle..pour que tu sois belle.
Je t'aime, je t'aime, je t'aime Audrey...Pour toujours..

Steph...

Distance je te hais !!!

Sa fait 7 mois qu'on se connait,Bientôt 7 mois que l'on s'aime comme jamais..
Comment sait-on connus?Sur internet, sur un jeu...
Mais c'est fou comme on s'aime tout les deux..
Lorsqu'on c parler, c'etait que par micro ou par messages
Je tavais vu en photo mais je ne pouvais toucher ton visage
Je ne pouvais t'exprimer mes pensées
Que par l'intermédiaire d'un clavier
Tu es la femme que je rêve d'avoir
Si seulement un jour je pouvais vivre avec toi..
Parfois j'ai très peur de te perdre
Mais tu ne t'effaceras jamais de ma memoire
Cette distance consume mon coeur,Mais il t'aime tellement qu'il supporte cette atroce douleur
J'aimerais que tu me prennes dans tes bras, Que tu sois près de moi..Mais c'est là que les Kilometres nous séparent,Me reviennent en memoire
Alors je replonge dans mon desespoir,De ne pas pouvoir te voir et etre avec toi...

Steph...

Sunday, August 10, 2008



Steph...

Sorry...

Sorry If I treated u Bad or if i Ever Made u sad... I didn’t mean to make u Mad you’re The Best Thing I Ever Had! I Don’t Know What to do... I’m so In Love with You... I hurt u yes it’s true!
Don’t let love go let love stay I want us to be together till we old n gray I want u in my life, not as a memory! Don’t quit I’m hurt To deep me no sleep listening the same old beat... Look into my eyes...u’ll see...What u mean to me...search into yr heart... when u’ll find me there u’ll search no more.. I know its true...everything I do...I do it for u... "Every minute I spend with you is like being in heaven and looking in an angel's eyes." "I love you more than any word can say ... I love you more than every action I take ... I'll be right here loving you till the end." "Tears in my eyes, you on my mind, love in my heart, oceans in-between ... I love you." "I love you without reason and that is reason enough." "If you're asking if I need you, the answer is forever. If you're asking if I will leave you, the answer is never. If you're asking what I value, the answer is you. If you asking if I love you, the answer is I DO." "Going back with you may be hard, but going forward without you is impossible. I love you." "If I had to choose between breathing and loving you, I would use my last breath to say, 'I love you.'" "I love you until the day after forever." "I love you not only for who you are, but for what you are making of me."


Steph...
Slt,
Amour de ma vie..
Com 2day sa fai 7mois kon c connu je voulai te dire ke tu as apporter bcoup de joie et bonheur dans ma vie..G paC les plus bon moment a t coter..et malgret nos differences et carractere je tien a toi...Je c ke g fai 1erreure et tu nas plus confiance mais sache ke je nai pas fai tou sa par Xpré ou pour te faire du mal..Je t blessé et fai de la peine je C et je laccepte mais C t pas dans mes intention..T vraiment la seule pers ki compte le plus pour moi et rien est important dans ma vie plus ke toi tu les..Je mXcuse encore une fois pour tou malgret ke je C ke sa ne change pa a grand chose mais je garde tjr espoir et je tattendrai tou le temps kil le faudra parceke c avec toi ke je veu paC le reste de ma vie et avc pers dautre..Je T'aime Audrey et je t'aimerai tjr koi kil arrive..

Steph...

Friday, August 08, 2008