Friday, August 29, 2008

Blue Spirit...




One more day...Another one...Again...Da Blue Mood...Da Blue Spirit...

Back n Lingering...Overwhelming...

Dis awkward feeling still der...everyday...

Dis pain...Dis sadness...

Disillusion...Disappointment...

Breaking da last bit of ma Soul...

Blue Spirit invading ma dreams...ma nites...

Death...more n more...

He's der 2 send me a msg...

But in ma sleep ma eyes r closed Dad n i can't read ya msg...

If it's bad things U r showing...if it's suffering awaiting us once more...

I'm longing dat seeing U is not a bad omen...

Saying 2 myself dat I'm stronger dan dat...dan ur signs...

But it lingers in ma mind...in ma mouth like a bad taste...

N every bad move she does... Every blaming...

Cuts like a knife...Leaving me numb...


Nearing ma own fall...wid each step we go backward...

Ma only hope now drowning me more in da Blue Spirit...

Pulling me further down ...below True Life...

Wondering if fighting back wud save me...or Letting Go...wud end all da bad...

Once n For All...

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