...

"I am reaching for you...
Can you feel it?...
I awoke this morning, crying for you...
Reaching out to hold you....
Desperate for movement and I saw you...
I wanted you...
Whilst all that time
I was conscious somewhere
Deep and hard
That you are now dead..


Dead...a deliberate monotone...
At the back of my head...
Dead...
Dead, you enter my dreams at night...
Leaving me bitter in the morning...
Leaving me astonished
At the crash the silence
That one cruel stroke...
That obliterated your potential...
Leaving me numb and terrified...
At the birth of another despair...
At the death of your soul...forever..."

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